Lady Rose Wants to be a Commoner – Chapter 17.6

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Chapter 17.6

A Tale of Dreams and Reality

I had an older brother.

My older brother was very good looking, quite skilled, and loved by everyone.
He was the center of my world.

I XX that brother of mine.
(TL: This is not a typo~)

When people looked at my older brother, they would always tell me that they were jealous. I shyly agreed with them.

That’s why I XX him.

Since my older brother was amazing and he was the center of my world, I always stood in my brother’s shadow. I always thought that I mustn’t be a hindrance to my older brother, that I mustn’t cause him any displeasure, and that I mustn’t anger him. I lived only for him.

As my brother’s XX.

In high school, I began to live alone.

When I told my parents that I would only bring trouble to my brother if I were to stay with him, they immediately gave me permission.

Despite that, my brother often visited my school. He also visited me frequently. There, no one could see us. I came to XX my brother even more.

When I was in college, I could XX from my brother.

After repeatedly making preparations, piling up camouflage, and using what I could, I was happy for a bit. For the first time in a while, I was myself.

One day. A certain day. That fated day.

By chance, I was reunited with my brother. I thought that I had changed. I thought that if I XX from my brother, I could XX my brother, and this wouldn’t become a habit.

I was convinced.

After seeing my older brother, I once again went back home.

I was run over by a car.

It was because I was in a hurry and XX like an idiot.

It was because I was like a doll, and XX to my brother’s XX like always.

It was because I… I…

I hated my past self.

I hated how I died, regretting how I was unable to get my revenge against him. I hated the “me” who was dangled around and played with by fate.

I won’t be a doll again.

I was good at creating a façade, since I had always been using one in front of my brother, my family, my friends, and everyone else every time my brother was brought up. That façade was a part of my everyday life.

Let’s do better. This time, I’ll win against fate.

This was a different world, so I would never be able to win against my brother.
It wasn’t possible for me to fight him, but it was fine like this.

Still, I’ll become someone who can fight against fate.

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22 thoughts on “Lady Rose Wants to be a Commoner – Chapter 17.6

        1. I’m pretty sure XXX is in a legally gray area in some places. Morally wrong, probably, but still legally acceptable depending on circumstances. But to XX your brother…hmmm.

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  1. Chaku

    I ….. That Brother of mine.
    Worship?
    Feared
    Hated/Loved?
    Stalked?
    Admired?

    Thats why I … Him
    Admired
    Hated/Loved
    Stalked
    Worship
    Feared

    As my brother’s…..
    Slave
    Brother/Sister
    Twin
    Stalker

    I could …… from my brother.
    Flee/Run
    Hide

    I came to ….. my brother
    Hate/despise/resent
    Fear

    I …. from my brother
    Hid
    Ran

    I could …. my brother,
    Love
    Hate
    Shun
    Avoid
    Worship
    Admire
    Fight

    ….. like an idiot
    Lost
    Confused
    Distracted

    and …… to my brother’s
    Inferior

    …… like always
    Ability
    Talent
    Charm
    Charisma

    No dirty mind here lol

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    1. dbm

      It might be Rose. From Chapter 2:

      By the way, due to my older brother in my past life, I have a strong rejection to Ore characters.

      So the Ore-sama Prince she detests so much… resembles her brother in her past life. I’m gonna guess that the first “XX” is “hated”. I.e. I hated that brother of mine..

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  2. So, I’ll take a shot.
    hate
    hate
    shadow
    hate
    get away
    seperated
    forget
    run
    danced
    tune

    It would make sense since (s)he said (s)he pretended to like him. Might be our protagonist’s rival who wanted to know whether fate could be changed, according to the previous chapter.

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  3. This makes no senssseeeeee TTwTT
    All I’m getting are X’s that are R rated in my head which I am strongly trying to resist associating with our girl

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  4. midoriha

    thanks!
    lol that xx! somehow, it seems like she really disliked him?
    hm…a love-hate relationship? no, she probably felt really inferior to him huhhh

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